So, I don't know what I truly want, I don't know where I'm headed, but I refuse to stop moving. As far as losing weight, that's not my biggest concern. I want to be absolutely tiny so that I don't take up much space. I want to be as small as I feel, and be able to slip by unnoticed. That's the reason I'm here. I've promised never to try killing myself again, so perhaps this will suffice for now.